A reminder for a forgetting heart ! - The trust in Him

I was sleepless. Thinking the whole night worried about "Money" ! How can I be saved from all these debts ? How will I pay all these fees ? One month later, money entered my pocket as if it was out of a water tab. Never imagined I will get it that easy. I got what I wanted and more. Not only my debts were paid, but I also saved. I was so happy and could never stop telling this story. I treated friends for cups of coffee only to tell them how happy I was feeling. I reminded them though that I have not done any effort to get this money. He, who has the control on money, led it to my way. He, with all His greatness, gave it to me.

Every time I tell this story to my friends, they answer me with a bet of surprise and amusement in their faces. They say that this is Him. "He loves you, as He loves all of us". Every time I heard this from them, my heart becomes filled with joy, and all I did afterward was praying for Him to thank Him.

I just remembered this story as fear of the future came back to me. I remembered it because I forgot how good He is. Because now, I forgot to trust Him. I forgot to make myself close to Him. May He forgives me. May He make close to Him. This is all what I ask for now.